I read a blog this morning and it didn't really impact me until I began to think about my kids. It was about how people complain about first world problems and don't even think beyond themselves. For example I could write a blog about how our new fridge is five times larger than our old one (a first world concern). Or I could write about the times I can't sleep at night because my heart is so broken for our kids.
Look at these faces. These are children who are growing up without parents.
The people that truly care about them in their lives are paid workers (sometimes) and H2H staff.
Many of them will fight their entire life trying to erase lies about their worth and value.
Yes, they are blessed, they have food, clothes, a roof over their head and the opportunity to go to school. For many of them their future was made brighter when they were given up to the state, a fact that is hard to accept because family should be the best option.
I was thinking about my boy this morning and how he is going to be completely on his own soon. His own place, working and providing for himself. I am proud of him. But at the same time I was thinking of how hard it must be. He still has a long way to go to remove all the negativity and lies from his past. And if something where to happen to him and he would loose his job...he has no one. Okay, he will always have us, but that just feels...wrong. Why does a Romanian have an American as a closest friend? Is anyone besides H2H staying awake at night wondering when he will ever turn his life over to Jesus? Why are we so blind to the injustices right in front of our eyes? Don't misunderstand me, I feel overwhelmingly blessed to be here and to be a part of these kids lives. But with that blessing comes a longing for things to be made right, for the struggle against evil to be over. Right now I am called to bring glory to God's name by working with the kids most precious to his heart. What is he calling you to? And will you let him break your heart? Or will first world problems blind you?





















































