There was only one place I wanted to be, next to "my kid." I wanted to be there for the frustration, fears, despair and anger felt. For all you who are parents, how many of you could go on vacation (alone) if you felt your child really needs you? That is how I felt. My kid kept telling me to have fun and enjoy myself, and I did, but it wasn't easy when every free thought I was thinking and worrying about what was happening halfway around the world.
I am glad to be able to say that the future of my kid is looking positive, H2H will be helping to build a bright future. But what about the others, our organization touches around 600 of the 100,000 orphans here. And even of the 600, there is no way we can help every one. Some of them go out into a society that doesn't support them like it should and are basically alone.
When you think about the negatives, it can be so overwhelming. But I remember something I read one time about a man throwing starfish back into the sea. A person asked him why, what was the point when you can't save them all. And he replied that for the one he just threw back in, it mattered. We can't focus on what we can't change, what we can't do, on those we can't reach. We have to focus on what is before us, what we can change, what we can do. For Mark and I, we get to love the kids who let us into their lives as well as teach them about what things matter most. For you readers, you can support us like most of you already do. In prayer most importantly, we and the kids need it so much. And secondly, through financial support. God has blessed us and we are fully supported. But you can always give (directly to h2h) to help the kids. It helps us help them...from shoes to a chance to succeed and everything in between. I can't stop children from showing up abandoned, or the tears over their families who couldn't support them like they needed, or all the hard things they go through. But I can be there, I can listen and let them know about the only hope we all have. And you can be here too...by physically coming or knowing that your support is what makes us be able to be here. And we will keep showing pictures showing the joy of ones chosen to be thrown back in.

























